First love set away ( Read more... )

My heart breaks to see them so close.
I was once where she was.
I know I have to let him go.
It hurts.

Heart constricting as he makes her smile and laugh.
I care for both.
Guilty for my loneliness,
Worried for my jealousy.

Lost and so alone,
Even though they are with me.
Who am I to damper their happiness,
With my melancholy longing?